Since my reason for suicide is my health, I'm going to watch The Diving Bell & the Butterfly, a movie about a man who becomes completely paralyzed besides one eye, The Sound of Metal which is about a drummer who goes deaf and finally what I'll drink my SN at the end of, Paddleton which is about a terminally ill cancer patient who euthanizes himself. I used to plan on doing it to a song but this feels better to me, I'll feel less alone I think. If I don't pass out right away though I'll listen to The Peacock by Beirut, Wolves by Phosphorescent and untitled 2 by The Green Kingdom.
Rue89
Visionary
- Feb 10, 2020
- 2,726
I'm going to try to listen to all of Taylor Swift's albums in order one last time then a mixed playlist of folklore and evermore before/as I ctb.
Watching a movie actually does sound like a nice idea, kind of like when you fall asleep usually watching a film but this time you don't wake up. For me, I started building a final playlist of songs, near the top of the list is Laura Marling once I was an eagle (can't even describe how sentimental this album is for me)
I will listen to lots of anime openings and "CUMBIA VILLERA" (a kind of argentine music similar to reggaeton which is perfect for drinking booze lol).
As regards the movies, mmmmm.... I might watch all the Rocky films so as to be motivated lol.
As regards the movies, mmmmm.... I might watch all the Rocky films so as to be motivated lol.
ClownMe
Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
- Apr 7, 2021
- 20,561
Songs:
-Holding Back The Years by Simply Red
-Dont Dream It's Over by Crowded House
-Streets Of Your Town by The Go Betweens
-I Have Nothing by Whitney Houston
Movies:
Not so sure on the movies at the moment, ill definetly watch The Mummy (the original not that shitty Tom Cruise remake), Executive Decision and probably some other movies from the 90's and 80's because those are my favourite movies.
-Holding Back The Years by Simply Red
-Dont Dream It's Over by Crowded House
-Streets Of Your Town by The Go Betweens
-I Have Nothing by Whitney Houston
Movies:
Not so sure on the movies at the moment, ill definetly watch The Mummy (the original not that shitty Tom Cruise remake), Executive Decision and probably some other movies from the 90's and 80's because those are my favourite movies.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 37,021
I want to listen to music that I have enjoyed throughout my teenage years, such as Evanescence, Emilie Autumn, Avenged Sevenfold, I have a whole list. Ear problems stop me enjoying the use of headphones so if I was definitely was to go, I would use headphones as I wouldn't be alive to suffer any after affects.
I would maybe watch documentaries about death and watch anime, I would like to rewatch Death Parade as I guess it is appropriate.
I would maybe watch documentaries about death and watch anime, I would like to rewatch Death Parade as I guess it is appropriate.
nightnightnitrite
baby blues
- Apr 17, 2021
- 483
I will be watching all marvel movies in chronological order one last time! Personally no music as I go because I can't imagine going out a stupid lyric:,) I might throw on some lofi if my neighbors are being loud but I love silence and would love to go out in complete silence
Pookie
Somebody you used to know.
- Oct 18, 2020
- 1,051
I read the Diving Bell & The Butterfly. Wonderful book. Yeah, maybe I'll listen to a few songs before I die but sometimes listening to music depresses me too much. I guess it'll depend on my mood and how I feel physically.
Maybe I'll watch Requiem For A Dream one last time too. It's a movie I relate to the most about my life. Not the heroin addiction part but other aspects of it. And Stand By Me is one of my favourite movies although it's quite old now but it makes me feel nostalgic. And I had such a crush on River Phoenix when I was younger.
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Someone put together a 48 hour film that has every scene rather than film in chronological order - I've already seen it once (it's great) but would be good to watch it all again before I CTB
nightnightnitrite
baby blues
- Apr 17, 2021
- 483
That sounds absolutely amazing! I have disney plus and I'm just sifting through each one currently.
SelmaJezkova10
Amorphous and useless thing
- May 24, 2021
- 88
I will watch the Ari Aster movies again, not everyone liked his movies but I was fascinated by them. And in my playlist I will have mostly my favorite band which is Gojira.
Sunset Limited
I believe in Sunset Limited
- Jul 29, 2019
- 1,243
My life has been so horrible lately that I can't even focus on my favorite movies anymore. Gladly I've seen my favorites multiple times before. Right now I'm waiting for Loki tv series, I really want to see it, because I have a huge crush on Loki for years lol. Then I'd feel a bit complete... I'd love to see The Last Duel, but it's coming in October and my ctb date is August, so...
Sunset Limited
I believe in Sunset Limited
- Jul 29, 2019
- 1,243
Same here. I can't focus on something. Everytime thinking about CTB.
RedHarlequin
Mage
- Jul 8, 2018
- 530
This kind of makes me feel like shit, but not your fault of course.. I just can't feel anything watching movies or listening to music anymore, I wish I could.
singsreignrebuilder
Member
- Mar 3, 2020
- 24
Not really. While films and music are still among my main interests (alongside literature) i am nearly unable to enjoy them, as the previous poster said. I still spend a lot of time listening/watching but it is not nearly satisfying enough to put anything off due to it. Maybe if there was a concert of a band / artist or a dj playing i really liked i would put it off for after that date, but for now that's not a possibility. I used to go to a lot of concerts before corona, that helped somewhat.
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