Does anyone else find the lack of accessibility disheartening?

[Freedomindeath4me]

It seems it's all about N and SN, neither of which are easy to get. N being unaffordable to most people. SN being shut down.

I just thought there would be more viable ideas here.

Hollywood makes it all seem so fucking easy. According to an old Harvard study like 1% of overdose attempts and 1.5% of cutting attempts actually work. Hanging takes too much courage. Guns are impossible for me to obtain [poor + involuntarily institutionalized].

Shit.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, in my case I am trapped in this world as suicide is so difficult. It is cruel how the society tries to force us to live and expects us to suffer for decades. The right to die should always be respected and people should be able to exit peacefully when the time is right for them. We should not have to resort to painful and risky methods to end our suffering.

 

[Lost Magic]

Inert gas and the charcoal method are popular as well.
Exit's book also has a lot of ideas and methods https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/pph-nov-2021.80506/

I do agree, though. There should be more access to people who are suffering and want affordable and easier ways out.

 

[Freedomindeath4me]

Inert gas and the charcoal method are popular as well.
Exit's book also has a lot of ideas and methods https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/pph-nov-2021.80506/

I do agree, though. There should be more access to people who are suffering and want affordable and easier ways out.

Inert gas is expensive too and I live in an apartment complex so the charcoal method wouldn't be a good idea. I really want an overdose suicide too. That seems to be what most people desire. The ideal.

I'm going to make another fucking retarded impotent overdose attempt soon. I've been hoarding the small quantities of buproprion I get from the fucking case managers. Only a week's worth at a time because they know I've attempted overdose in the past so that's all they give me. I know it's unlikely and worse, probably painful and unlikely but i must try.

 

[Al Cappella]

Nope, because where there's a will there's a way. When the time comes there'll be no kvetching, I'll just get on with it.

 

[Megneedshelp]

Yes! It is infuriating. We are clearly suffering enough. I am in the UK and have been trying to order SN for weeks now to no avail. It is ruining all of my plans and I have no idea what to do about it :(

 

[shrek34]

Yes! It is infuriating. We are clearly suffering enough. I am in the UK and have been trying to order SN for weeks now to no avail. It is ruining all of my plans and I have no idea what to do about it :(

Why haven't you been able to get SN?

 

[Megneedshelp]

Why haven't you been able to get SN?

I just found it incredibly hard to find a supplier. I think I may have done it now in the past couple of hours but I will only know if it arrives

 

[shrek34]

I just found it incredibly hard to find a supplier. I think I may have done it now in the past couple of hours but I will only know if it arrives

Oh okay, was just going to mention that there is a popular supplier that ships to the UK that I used. Did you order from IC? Where the title page says 'salty nourishment'? I'm not even aware of any other sources to the UK

 

[mandyjohnuk]

Captive bolt gun can be purchased in the UK with no questions. Set yourself up for partial and then fire the bolt gun. End of and no wiser.

 

[shrek34]

Captive bolt gun can be purchased in the UK with no questions. Set yourself up for partial and then fire the bolt gun. End of and no wiser.

Seems like a pretty good idea, though it's still probably not too easy to get a hold of for the average person. And since its basically the equivalent of being slammed in the head, it's probably quite easy to hit the wrong place and end up with brain damage or a bad headache.

 

[Britvik]

How accessible the state makes it should depend on the reason for wanting to die.

 

[StrangePossum]

I agree, it's really disheartening...everyone has the right to a peaceful death, it's a shame that some people are determined to take access to that away. Hope things get less difficult for you OP.

 

[Shu]

If you're in the US sn is easy to get. I know of atleast 13 different sources.

 

[Crazy4u]

I find it disheartening that not only life is harder for poor people, but peaceful death ia also harder for them. Life is so unfair

 

[Freedomindeath4me]

If you're in the US sn is easy to get. I know of atleast 13 different sources.

I just ordered some. Well hopefully. I hope it's what I want. They didn't really offer much information on the site and it seemed possibly shady but it was a relatively cheap gamble. Really hoping it pays off.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

It seems it's all about N and SN, neither of which are easy to get. N being unaffordable to most people. SN being shut down.

I just thought there would be more viable ideas here.

I personally was surprised just how many people here choose hanging (partial or full) even when SN is available to them.

Is hanging too scary for you?
It is for me!

I just ordered some. Well hopefully. I hope it's what I want. They didn't really offer much information on the site and it seemed possibly shady but it was a relatively cheap gamble. Really hoping it pays off.

Did you check IC? Or is that gone?

 

[Freedomindeath4me]

I personally was surprised just how many people here choose hanging (partial or full) even when SN is available to them.

Is hanging too scary for you?
It is for me!

Did you check IC? Or is that gone?

I don't know what "IC" is. New user.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

I don't know what "IC" is. New user.

Well I can't say here. Feel free to PM if your source fails.

Someone helped me so I'm passing it forward.

 

[wljourney]

Inert gas is expensive too and I live in an apartment complex so the charcoal method wouldn't be a good idea. I really want an overdose suicide too. That seems to be what most people desire. The ideal.

I'm going to make another fucking retarded impotent overdose attempt soon. I've been hoarding the small quantities of buproprion I get from the fucking case managers. Only a week's worth at a time because they know I've attempted overdose in the past so that's all they give me. I know it's unlikely and worse, probably painful and unlikely but i must try.

Don't use bupropion. It's not working. Trust me on that one.
There are plenty other options out there.
Read the PPeH.
There is a new method in there that I find rather intriguing: the DeBreather.
Could be made diy but the inventor is also selling the kit ready to go.
Nothing illegal involved. Just simple and seemingly very effective.

Again…. Look at the PPeH.

 

[Freedomindeath4me]

Don't use bupropion. It's not working. Trust me on that one.
There are plenty other options out there.
Read the PPeH.
There is a new method in there that I find rather intriguing: the DeBreather.
Could be made diy but the inventor is also selling the kit ready to go.
Nothing illegal involved. Just simple and seemingly very effective.

Again…. Look at the PPeH.

I skimmed the PPeH. Not really convinced on the debreather. Would much rather use poison. I am trying hard to get my hands on SN and I might have.

 

[wljourney]

I skimmed the PPeH. Not really convinced on the debreather. Would much rather use poison. I am trying hard to get my hands on SN and I might have.

Good! Maybe that's working out.

I too am using SN as backup. Hopefully, because it's still en route.

Was a bit tricky but once I know it works reliably I'll be happy to share the work around.

 

[Catchingdabus27]

Yeah I do find it extremely disheartening. Its the only reason I'm still alive
& it's a horrible reason to be living.

 

[sandalphon]

There is a new method in there that I find rather intriguing: the DeBreather.
Could be made diy but the inventor is also selling the kit ready to go.
Nothing illegal involved. Just simple and seemingly very effective.

Again…. Look at the PPeH.

It doesn't work and it has been removed from the ppeh

 

[miserable_existance]

Inert gas and the charcoal method are popular as well.
Exit's book also has a lot of ideas and methods https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/pph-nov-2021.80506/

I do agree, though. There should be more access to people who are suffering and want affordable and easier ways out.

i have a nitrogen cylinder , i refilled it three times , i cant afford a nitrogen purity meter which costs like 400 usdollar . i cry in selfpity that everything in the world is so costly

 

[wljourney]

It doesn't work and it has been removed from the ppeh

What version?
It's in the Nov 2021 updated version and has undergone a re-engineering process over the last few years.
They ran a few successful tests but have no IRL reports on successful completions.

 

[headspin]

It seems it's all about N and SN, neither of which are easy to get. N being unaffordable to most people. SN being shut down.

I just thought there would be more viable ideas here.

Hollywood makes it all seem so fucking easy. According to an old Harvard study like 1% of overdose attempts and 1.5% of cutting attempts actually work. Hanging takes too much courage. Guns are impossible for me to obtain [poor + involuntarily institutionalized].

Shit.

I hear you. Trying to find a way out myself....that won't fail, and is non-violent, relatively painless. A friend who also is bipolar 1 got a hold of something, and successfully left, wish I knew how he did it....apparently he died after falling asleep = ideal.

 

[ArcherFiles44]

Yes, in my case I am trapped in this world as suicide is so difficult. It is cruel how the society tries to force us to live and expects us to suffer for decades. The right to die should always be respected and people should be able to exit peacefully when the time is right for them. We should not have to resort to painful and risky methods to end our suffering.

I guess people figure folks having access to a safe and painless means to suicide would increase deaths when infact it might not.

 

[cringelord111]

Well I can't say here. Feel free to PM if your source fails.

Someone helped me so I'm passing it forward.

can you PM me this IC site? or tell me what it stands for