Aura
Member
- Mar 22, 2023
- 13
Ive been feeling like my thoughts on CTB are just in a loop. Every once in a while something really motivating will happen, or maybe ill stumble on a profound realization. Only to later realize said event or realization really didn't mean much. Or at the very least feel like it meant basically nothing. Even when I do get a burst of motivation the longest it lasts is a day or two only for me to come crashing back down to being as unfulfilled and unhappy as I do now. I don't know why I feel this way. I don't really have anything to look forward to or meaningful connections with other people. Sometimes I might try, but the motivation always fades within a day or so. Its just tiring getting glimpses of hope only to have my own lack of drive bring me back down over and over again.