No. I've lost what mattered the most to me, my indepence and a life with a bare minimum of quality (I'm in constant pain and exhaustion, I can't really do much more than this and watching TV), forcing me to keep withering until I die would be selfish if them. I understand how hard it is to let go, yes I can still keep a conversation, but I have no joy in this existence anymore. It's hard, but it'd be cruel of them, knowing that I always said I'd end my life when a time like this came, to try and force me to stay. One of the closest people to me already helps with getting stuff from the supermarket, cleaning my house, etc and keeps saying he can and will do more. And I tell him he can't live life for me, I have not what I consider a life worth living anymore.