Lra888
Enlightened
- Sep 30, 2018
- 1,140
Sometimes I think it's possible that when I die everything else in my reality goes away with me. Maybe everyone & everything "outside" of me is a product of my mind. I'm currently so depressed that everything seems nightmarish, much of society irrational, struggling for success / decent tolerable existence absurd. I have no way of knowing if anyone out there really exists - all I know is my perception of them. Maybe they don't have self reflection and that's why they aren't depressed and seemingly not bothered by anything. Really no way of connecting with anyone - even with a "soulmate" you still have the internal thoughtlife which cannot be shared or acces by the other
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