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walktothewater
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- Nov 7, 2020
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After some months of relative quiet, my abusive elderly mother has started making my life a living hell again. Her latest ultimatum is I have to move out by my next birthday, which is in 6 months time, almost to the day. She accuses me of being lazy, not exercising, all these slanders. In fact I have started working again and exercise regularly. Tonight she said "why don't I buy you some beer so as I can call the cops". I told her I had no interest in drinking (I have no intention of giving her the satisfaction) and in fact it is she that was under the influence (she drinks white or red wine, not frequently and not in huge amounts, but it is always obvious as she becomes abusive).
So I have decided to fix a date for my suicide. However I have yet to decide on a plan or method. If she did follow through on her threats to call the cops for no reason, I would probably select a carving knife from her drawer and cut my wrists in front of her, or perhaps wait until they arrived, so that an objective third party could see that she caused it.
So I have decided to fix a date for my suicide. However I have yet to decide on a plan or method. If she did follow through on her threats to call the cops for no reason, I would probably select a carving knife from her drawer and cut my wrists in front of her, or perhaps wait until they arrived, so that an objective third party could see that she caused it.