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username12345
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- Aug 18, 2024
- 68
I was trying to stay positive and not commit suicide and go to a homeless shelter in a better state but it's been so terrible. Right when I got to the new state I was searched by the police freaking out about my testosterone and the wires to my earplugs as if it was a bomb. And then I was on the streets all night cause there wasn't room for me anywhere and I went to a diner early in the morning and they searched me there cause they were weirded out by me and saying transphobic things and saying I had this weird look like I was gonna do something bad? I was trying to go to the bathroom after I had eaten some of my food. And then I was able to go to a shelter after 4pm the next day and that was okay but then woke up in the middle of the night to my roommate at the shelter masturbating in front of me and I had to tell him to stop
It's just so much shit one thing after the other and I can't help but feel that if I had any social support this wouldn't have happened. I'm like this is me being alive I guess. I don't know where else to go or what to do but I can't sleep.
It's just so much shit one thing after the other and I can't help but feel that if I had any social support this wouldn't have happened. I'm like this is me being alive I guess. I don't know where else to go or what to do but I can't sleep.