So my cpn has just called. She had a phone call from police re me last order of SN and their concerns and them flagging me as a vulnerable adult.
She says the police are very concerned.
I'm now scared re ordering SN even though I've found the DMC website and I think it's untraceable.
I'm stressing hard. My cpn is now aware and all I'm worried about is going back to hosp. And she says we can discuss it Thursday at my appointment but if the police have my name and address flagged - will I be likely to not get this? Even from DMC?
I wish I could be left alone to buy what I wish and end my life as I wish. All the other methods I've tied haven't worked obv but this. I want this. It will work. No one comes to my home so I can do it.
I just I think want reassurance from someone? Sorry if this is. Stupid post
I've managed to message DMC and work out that part. I'm just wanting this. But I'm concerned that my cmht have been informed. And they may put me back in hosp. She says they save that for people lacking capacity or imminent harm but I'm so scared.
I would discharge myself but I feel this would alert them more
She says the police are very concerned.
I'm now scared re ordering SN even though I've found the DMC website and I think it's untraceable.
I'm stressing hard. My cpn is now aware and all I'm worried about is going back to hosp. And she says we can discuss it Thursday at my appointment but if the police have my name and address flagged - will I be likely to not get this? Even from DMC?
I wish I could be left alone to buy what I wish and end my life as I wish. All the other methods I've tied haven't worked obv but this. I want this. It will work. No one comes to my home so I can do it.
I just I think want reassurance from someone? Sorry if this is. Stupid post
I've managed to message DMC and work out that part. I'm just wanting this. But I'm concerned that my cmht have been informed. And they may put me back in hosp. She says they save that for people lacking capacity or imminent harm but I'm so scared.
I would discharge myself but I feel this would alert them more
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