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And suddenly I see that I can't break free
- Nov 10, 2025
- 6
Despite having acessible dreams of a better future, I don't chase after them. Everything I've done in my life so far has been to make others proud and happy, never myself.
Now that I've reached a turning point, trying to live for my own expectations, it feels like I'm too insecure to try anything. Because if I fail, I know there will be nothing left holding me to this world. So I'm trapped in a constant loop of doing nothing, but existing in an empty shell.
I can still imagine a better future, but not the thought of reaching for it. I keep telling myself I'm just lazy, maybe because of survival instinct.
If anyone else goes through something similar, I'd like to know how you deal with it.
I'm terrible at expressing myself, I just hope this makes enough sense to explain this feeling of emptiness.
Now that I've reached a turning point, trying to live for my own expectations, it feels like I'm too insecure to try anything. Because if I fail, I know there will be nothing left holding me to this world. So I'm trapped in a constant loop of doing nothing, but existing in an empty shell.
I can still imagine a better future, but not the thought of reaching for it. I keep telling myself I'm just lazy, maybe because of survival instinct.
If anyone else goes through something similar, I'd like to know how you deal with it.
I'm terrible at expressing myself, I just hope this makes enough sense to explain this feeling of emptiness.
