I plan to deactivate & delete anything & everything I can. All convos. All links to this site. Social media. Texts. Emails. Any & all of it. And destroy the phone at the end too.
But I also purposely wiped all evidence of who I got SN from - that was really, really important to me. They're going to know it was SN immediately & if you buy from some nameless lab it might not matter to you. But I didn't want the person who saved my life by ending it, who offered me such compassion & kindness at the time I most needed it, to suffer any consequences, after already suffering consequences…
And even though I don't endorse CTB'ing "in general" for people who haven't tried all therapies or are young or healthy or whatever, I don't want the people who legitimately NEED this, to have a source taken away.
Some. People. NEED. This. And. It's. Hard. Enough. Already.