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DeprivedofLife666

Any other childfree people on here?
Mar 28, 2022
109
Too miserable to live and my only two methods are a guaranteed fail. I feel like a laughing stock. Painkillers or trying to achieve Serotonin Syndrome by overdosing on a ton of 40mg Celexa just makes ME sound like a pathetic clown. Maybe starving myself? No my body will just eat the stored fat since I have a lot. I'm such a failure! Why can't I just die?
 
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DeprivedofLife666

Any other childfree people on here?
Mar 28, 2022
109
I'm sorry everyone. I must sound like the BIGGEST attention seeker. I'm just really tired and frustrated and angry and upset.
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,707
I get it. I've reached the end and want to go but finding a method needs research and energy.
 
CandyCane

CandyCane

Student
Mar 11, 2022
143
Too miserable to live and my only two methods are a guaranteed fail. I feel like a laughing stock. Painkillers or trying to achieve Serotonin Syndrome by overdosing on a ton of 40mg Celexa just makes ME sound like a pathetic clown. Maybe starving myself? No my body will just eat the stored fat since I have a lot. I'm such a failure! Why can't I just die?
I had serotonin syndrome. It was horrific. Don't do this.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,881
I understand how you feel, I am trapped in this world as it is so difficult to ctb. More than anything I wish that it was easier to leave this world, the fear of failure is what holds me back from doing it. I know that this life can be unbearable when you are suffering so much. We all deserve the option of a peaceful way to exit at a time of our own choosing. I hope you find relief from your pain in whatever happens.