monetpompo
don't tell me to dm you (> <)
- Apr 21, 2025
- 784
i got an allowance again (don't have a job) so i could blow the money on 50g of DSL sn or spend 15-20 dollars ubering to the forest. i'm debating being alive for my friend's christmas party still because i'm anxious about my next period (#uterusnation) this month makes me go postal again. it's hard to find much motivation to stay alive when i feel like staying in bed most days. me trying to do things i enjoy just feel like a hollow attempt to try to act the way i used to. it sucks when it's genuinely easier to suffer than feel good about yourself.
i've never bought sn, but it seems like a good method if it goes through customs. it'd be pretty depressing for me if it gets confiscated. there's still been no recent US shipping updates, so i'd have to be the one to buy it to check. i've been mulling over it for the past few days. i think i'm just afraid of it being a waste of money.
i've never bought sn, but it seems like a good method if it goes through customs. it'd be pretty depressing for me if it gets confiscated. there's still been no recent US shipping updates, so i'd have to be the one to buy it to check. i've been mulling over it for the past few days. i think i'm just afraid of it being a waste of money.
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