Again last night I allowed myself to see a glimmer of hope. I am only kidding myself. The will to go is there but my emotions are all over the place. I need to fight through the confusion I have. It seems like the universe is playing a game to torment me until madness sets in. The one person who can help seems so loving towards me then goes cold. I'm at the point where plans are made then discarded because of hope. Its futile to keep believing. I must steel myself. Refocus and push forward with the end. At the moment things seem confusing and complicated. I need to find the simple again. I need to go.
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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Existing really can be torture and I can imagine that it must be tiring what you are going through. I'm sorry that you have to endure so much. I hope that you find what you are looking for.
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