Venting Bad luck

[letied]

I can't do anything, because there is always something that ruins everything.

It's unbelievable. No matter what I try, everything always turns around. I have a lot of bad luck.

I tried to put in all the will to have a good time in my last days, but everything has been getting worse so quickly. Basically it's life telling me: "Hmm, do you want to have some peace in your last days? I'm going to make it worse, to reaffirm your desire for your disappearance.

I had planned to end all this next month and not now because before I die I want to know if I have androgenic alopecia (it's very likely). This is not influencing my decision, I'm just curious.

I wouldn't be surprised if I'm balding. Life has taken from me what little it has given me. Next month I turn 21 and I'm a girl, my hair is one of the few things I like about myself and it's going away.

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm sorry to hear this.
I think that good luck and bad luck really exist.
I mean, there are so many things in this life you can't choose, such as where you're born, your family, your mental and physical diseases, etc.

I never chose to be in this world and be bipolar and suicidal. Ridiculous!