Yup, I am nearly 30 too. I have a degree in a field with lots of jobs and opportunities for growth but i can't function or work, I'm a perpetual giant child still dependent on my father. I can't cope with juggling all the things I'm supposed to juggle as an adult. I feel stuck as a child and despite everything I've tried (meds, therapy, treatment etc) nothing has changed. The older I get the more embarrassing it is. I don't want to have to die but I know I can't stay like this. Had I been born with financially wealthy parents and know I could live comfortably the rest of my life without fear I'd one day be homeless or without basic necessities, I would try to live. My boyfriends stepmom is in this situation, can't work due to mental health issues and trauma but her parents are so wealthy, they gave her a house, bought her a car, help with utilities etc. any money her husband makes or she runs into she is able to spend on things that make her happy. If that were my life I'd definitely stick around, but I wasn't so lucky. I will miss life, but not the life my life turned into, if that makes sense.
