Discussion Anyone else mentally forget that they will be dead soon?

[contemplatingjaahil]

Lol logically I know I will ctb soon but sometimes I fine myself thinking about the future, like I was watching a wedding video and thought "my wedding wont be like that" then I realised I wont even have a wedding because I'll be dead very soon

 

[WornOutLife]

Yeah, sometimes I just get on auto-pilot mode and forget about suicide and think about things like that lol.

 

[0utsider]

I just set a time limit for myself. I plan on drifting aimlessly for a couple more years and then ending it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I already feel like i've died most of the time. I can see the world around me but I feel so detached and disconnected from it. I feel devoid of emotion. It must be a very surreal thought to think of the world moving on and you aren't there.

 

[JustAMatterOfTime]

The most future planning I do is renewing a yearly subscription to something or car insurance. Everything else is day by day, sometimes buy two cans of deodorant instead of one though.

 

[Hattywacky]

The most future planning I do is renewing a yearly subscription to something or car insurance. Everything else is day by day, sometimes buy two cans of deodorant instead of one though.

Same. I can't beat a good offer.

 

[UterEntonaur]

Lol logically I know I will ctb soon but sometimes I fine myself thinking about the future, like I was watching a wedding video and thought "my wedding wont be like that" then I realised I wont even have a wedding because I'll be dead very soon

lol yeah, like when I order some thermals for winter that were half-price (Amazon's lightning deal), but then remember that I won't be here in the winter months

 

[deepinlimbo]

Yeah, I got the brakes fixed on my car because I was worried I would damage the car… the car gets better care than I do. It would have made my suicide easier if it looked like an accident had I have just left them but I guess I care to much about road safety. I just hope I don't make the MOT date… -.-