Anyone else have a dream CTB method which most would consider to be not so ideal?

[Wingspan]

Mine is a bullet (of sufficient calibre) to the back of the head. I've always been surprised at how scarcely I see people who's dream death is by gun. Probably because it leaves a gory scene, but if done right its arguably the least painless and most quick death. Execution by gunshot seems to fulfil the thirst for vengeance held by the public consciousness when performed on people they hate, so I assume they clearly view it as a 'bad' death - but maybe this pertains more to 'nobility' of the death than the actual experience. I find it funny that in many countries serial killers are given the luxury of this method, but I, an ostensibly good, law abiding citizen wouldn't receive this mercy if I begged and pleaded because of pro-life zealots' inability to have their idea of the 'sanctity of life' diluted - and god forbid those people have to actually think about the possibility of suicide not being inherently irrational.

Anyone else's dream method unpopular?

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Death by a thousand cooms.

 

[Kobusu]

Mine is similar actually, but I specifically want a M870 Trap to blow the entire top and rear of my skull and brains all over the wall. Maybe livestreamed or something too, just for the spectacle of it all. Become an internet shock video or something. Something that'll get me a Wikipedia page. Even better if the brain-matter and blood make a type of Rorschach test.

 

[Manaaja]

Dying in a battle. I once posted about it here. A heroic death fighting against demons or something.

But for more realistic methods... getting murdered by guns. Death would be much easier for me if it came suddenly and fast. My survival instinct is really strong and no matter how hard I try, death eludes me. Let's say I got a bottle of N right now in my hand, no matter how hard I'd want to drink it, it would still be hard for me to gulp it down. After the poisoning attempt some time ago, I got a huge fear of death (I've had it before and the poisoning returned it), so even though my life is really shitty and I really want it to end, my survival instinct and fear of death are currently really high.

 

[thefoodispoison]

It's kind of unpopular here, but I'm thinking more and more of hypothermia. I have the booze and benzos to fall asleep through the worst of it, and it seems peaceful/pleasant after that -- not to mention not too damaging if you end up "saved" as long as you don't get frostbite (i.e. do it in above freezing temperatures).

 

[youraffection]

Mine would be jumping off a bridge. Apparently, not a lot of people on this forum like it. It's probably for a good reason, but I don't really need to worry about it, as there's nothing tall enough for me to jump off of near me.