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Forthelulz
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- Oct 7, 2019
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Hi, this is i believe my second post. I always just kind of lurk around and read because I dont feel like posting or talking. But I wanted to know if some of you guys feel the same thing. I'm tired and can't go on anymore and I want to end my life but I'm always scared to do it. What if I fail? I want to die, but I'm scared of killing myself. What if I panic in the midle of it and change my mind, I'm scared I will die in agony. I tried to talk to my friends a few times about my mental illness, but I always get a lecture about faith, religion or some stupid answer like everyone has problems, you just have to deal with them bla bla. It makes me feel like a coward just seeking attention. Anyone else feeling like a wimpy crybaby when talking about their mental illness or suicidal tendencies?