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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Many of us have nothing/nobody else to live for on this blue rock called Earth.
However, some of us are stuck on this planet because of a person, a pet or a thing we treasure.

In my case, one of the reasons why I'm still in this world is my dog, Tomi. I love him so much. Here's a pic of him.

What about you?

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DownfallEnlightened

DownfallEnlightened

Member
Mar 14, 2021
14
getting money
getting payback on those who wronged me
 
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bloomingdark

bloomingdark

Alex
Jan 24, 2019
170
My boyfriend, even though I really doubt he really loves me, and my cat
 

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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
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getting money

This is certainly one of my reasons for staying in this world too.
I gotta visit Japan and it won't be posibble if I don't get lots of money.


@Alex58

I love your cat!
 
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bloomingdark

bloomingdark

Alex
Jan 24, 2019
170
Also your dog is so cute , i feel like hugging him
 
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Ame

Ame

あめ
Nov 1, 2019
322
Thank you so much for blessing this forum with photos of your beautiful friends @Alex58 (is this also your cat in your avatar?) and @WornOutLife. You both have my gratitude and I hope that they continue to make living a bit more bearable. I am also fortunate enough to have a loving family and cat friend but I am temporarily stuck because I've not finished my notes and a certain trauma has been making things a bit difficult. Hopefully I can get over those two things I leave on the 1st.
 
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bloomingdark

bloomingdark

Alex
Jan 24, 2019
170
Thank you so much for blessing this forum with photos of your beautiful friends @Alex58 (is this also your cat in your avatar?) and @WornOutLife. You both have my gratitude and I hope that they continue to make living a bit more bearable. I am also fortunate enough to have a loving family and cat friend but I am temporarily stuck because I've not finished my notes and a certain trauma has been making things a bit difficult. Hopefully I can get over those two things I leave on the 1st.
Yes it is my cat the one that's on my avatar :), i hope you can do all that you're wanting and have peace with your choice, i really hope you can also overcome/deal with your trauma , if ever need to talk send me a message ❤️
 
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fresca

fresca

Member
Feb 10, 2021
19
My family, dog, boyfriend, mental health team. I'm close to saying screw it though.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
Thank you so much for blessing this forum with photos of your beautiful friends @Alex58 (is this also your cat in your avatar?) and @WornOutLife. You both have my gratitude and I hope that they continue to make living a bit more bearable. I am also fortunate enough to have a loving family and cat friend but I am temporarily stuck because I've not finished my notes and a certain trauma has been making things a bit difficult. Hopefully I can get over those two things I leave on the 1st.

Thank you so much for your kind words, Ame-chan.
I hope you can get organized with your notes and all that stuff. I know how hard and annoying it can be.
I didn't know you were planning on leaving so soon. I'm gonna miss you so much!
Please, try to be online this Saturday from 7pm on (-3gmt). I'll be in the chat having philosophical drunk talks with all of you lol.
 
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Ame

Ame

あめ
Nov 1, 2019
322
Yes it is my cat the one that's on my avatar :), i hope you can do all that you're wanting and have peace with your choice, i really hope you can also overcome/deal with your trauma , if ever need to talk send me a message ❤️
Oh my goodness, you have a precious and beautiful cat friend. My own cat was on my lap when I was admiring yours ha ha. Thank you so much, @Alex58 -- the same offer goes to you as well. I really do appreciate the offer and am grateful for your kind messages. I hope that you will take good care of you and your cat friend ♡.

Thank you so much for your kind words, Ame-chan.
I hope you can get organized with your notes and all that stuff. I know how hard and annoying it can be.
I didn't know you were planning on leaving so soon. I'm gonna miss you so much!
Please, try to be online this Saturday from 7pm on (-3gmt). I'll be in the chat having philosophical drunk talks with all of you lol.
You've always been so kind to the members here, Matt. You will always have my gratitude. Please continue to take the best care of Tomi. I really hope that everything works out -- I'm terrified of the alternative ha ha. I will definitely be there on Saturday (I guess this means that I have to buy some orange juice for the occasion). I adore the philosophical drunk talks in Chat and sort of hope that it becomes a regular thing.
 
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suicide4me

Student
Apr 1, 2021
104
I have zero reason to live. I hate everyone and everything. I'm all alone, family and friends shower me with fake live, but I hate myself and the world, so it doesn't matter. This is the last year of my life guaranteed.
 
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killedbypsychiatry

killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
797
my twin and dad, I don't want to hurt them
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
my twin and dad, I don't want to hurt them
What does it feel like having a twin?
I've always wanted one. Is it true that sometimes you just know what the other one is thinking? Lol
 
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killedbypsychiatry

killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
797
What does it feel like having a twin?
I've always wanted one. Is it true that sometimes you just know what the other one is thinking? Lol
I really like having a twin, it's like living with my best friend, we support each other a lot, although we're very different. And yes! That's true, at least for my sister and I. Sometimes she says the same thing Im about to say and also we're able to guess what the other one is thinking very easily :)
 
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wait.what

wait.what

no really, what?
Aug 14, 2020
983
I don't want to hurt the people who care about me. Also I love my little cat friends, especially my oldest girl baby, who's sort of a special needs cat. I don't know if anyone could find another situation for her where she'd get a decent level of care. For some reason, it seems like it's a lot easier to find a home for a special needs dog than a cat. Maybe it's because people who prefer cats want more independent creatures.

Btw, I already love your dog, @Alex58. Look at that face! No wonder you can't leave him.

Pets are such beautiful souls. Humanity doesn't deserve them, really.
 
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Trisolaris

Trisolaris

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
447
What a sweet looking dog:)
 
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GenesAndEnvironment

GenesAndEnvironment

Autistic loser
Jan 26, 2021
5,739
Can't feel a sense of connection even with first degree relatives LMAO. Still have some sliver of humanity left that wants me to wait until my little sister is old enough to cope with the suicide in an ok-ish way.

No pets, gf, friends, job, studies, or even plants! :pfff: :pfff: :pfff:
 
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UseItOrLoseIt

UseItOrLoseIt

1O'8
Dec 4, 2020
2,217
My family. My parents are old and sickly and I don't want any collateral victims on my conscience, even though I wouldn't know.
My niece and nephew. Major reason. I love them so much. And they adore me. Wouldn't want to break them by setting a shitty example.
 
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ClairyFairy

ClairyFairy

Wizard
Jan 22, 2021
623
Season 3 of umbrella academy and season 5 of rick and morty
 
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Isisnefert

Isisnefert

Student
Mar 17, 2020
193
Mi novio, aunque realmente dudo que realmente me ame, y mi gato
Same, I Love this thread
Muchas gracias por tus amables palabras, Ame-chan.
Espero que pueda organizarse con sus notas y todo eso. Sé lo difícil y molesto que puede ser.
No sabía que planeabas irte tan pronto. ¡Te voy a extrañar mucho!
Por favor, intente estar en línea este sábado a partir de las 7 pm en (-3gmt). Estaré en el chat teniendo charlas filosóficas de borracheras con todos ustedes lol.
When do you make a YouTube canal?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,662
1617963766893
Mainly I just want to know who the last two characters in the Smash DLC are gonna be and how they feel to play. I really hope that no more characters are announced after this and they should hopefully both be out by next year.
 
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DarkWolf

DarkWolf

Worthless Loser
Mar 29, 2021
201
I have no reason to live. I'm just stuck here in a state of pure helplessness.
You're lucky to have your dog, I really miss mine.
 
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MAA Ke pass

Student
Jan 6, 2021
130
I am in depsresion and I want to ctb beacuse my mother died from Corona on 30/11/2020 and she is the only reason for me to live and we are two bodies and one soul, also she was the whole world to me and when she is in the conscious state before going on ventilator I took a oath and give her a promise from my own side that is she went I will also follow her and also I challenged to God that is he will not save my mom I m also come with her because we can not live without each other and God snatch my only reason to live. Now I do not want to live anymore on this planet bcoz I want to complete my oath and challenge but my cute dog " Christy" makes me emotionall and dragging my leg from ctb. Guys I want to share a lot of feelings but I m an Indian and my English is not so good and at the end I post picture of my christy IMG20210128121418
 
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EmbraceOfTheVoid

EmbraceOfTheVoid

Part Time NEET - Full Time Suicidal
Mar 29, 2020
689
Your dog is adorable and requires more hugs. I'd post my dog but I'm a bit paranoid of doing it.
 
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Bergamot

Bergamot

Sorry babe i love you..
Jan 25, 2021
125
My Gf is the reason and I'm near to lose her...
 
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Isisnefert

Isisnefert

Student
Mar 17, 2020
193
I'm sailing between the decision to die cause nothing will come will be good and between the decision to stay in this world suffering to take care of my parents When they need me, and my 3 cats, of course, but their guardianship would be for my boyfriend
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
When do you make a YouTube canal?

Jajaja amiga!
Let me tell you something crazy: I used to have a YouTube channel and talk about anime and manga. I had about 50k subs. Beautiful days but my bipolar disorder ruined everything.

@GenesAndEnvironment :

You should at least get some plants lol. They work better than therapy. I only have four and love seeing them grow and green.
I wish I could have my dog with me but I don't want him to live in a small apartment. He's way happier in my parents' big house.
 
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Carrotcake

Carrotcake

Experienced
Nov 27, 2019
265
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If you water your plants well they might start to meow :)
 
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BluesRunTheGame

BluesRunTheGame

Blackpilled
Dec 15, 2020
1,715
Cheap supermarket lager?

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What can I say? She gets me.
 
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ExhaustedExistence

ExhaustedExistence

Life is just waiting for death
Mar 26, 2021
693
Yeah, my dog is one of my reasons why I'm still here too. She is the only one whom I love and who loves me. But I know once I ctb (if I will do it before she is gone) my mum will take care of her, because she loves her like I do.

BUT my main reasons which make me stay are fear of pain, survival instinct and some fake hope.
 
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