Degen
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- Aug 28, 2021
- 54
I ordered it, don't know when it'll come but likely soon. For me I want to use my sn in a year or more as I want to try to recover in the meantime, I just wanted sn now as it's availability keeps decreasing. However, I just don't see myself not using it compulsively at all. I can tell if I have it I'll likely ctb within a couple days, as I don't have a fear of death and am pretty actively suicidal currently. My mood shifts too much for me to wait. I guess dying prematurely wouldn't be a bad thing, but it's not ideal.
I was thinking of getting a safe, then hiding the key somewhere but too lazy and cheap to find a suitable safe. I could throw it away, but waste of money and it'll be shit trying to find a new source if the current batch disappear.
I was thinking of getting a safe, then hiding the key somewhere but too lazy and cheap to find a suitable safe. I could throw it away, but waste of money and it'll be shit trying to find a new source if the current batch disappear.