A never-ending spiral of dread :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

[Lost Magic]

My thoughts of ctb come flooding in waves. I swear I just want to swallow that N and get the fuck out as soon as possible. Then my stupid survival instinct kicks in and I am just coasting along again. I know the tsunami will be back to drown me. I just hope it's quick. GET ME THE HELL OUT OF HERE!! I shouldn't complain but the constant unrest is exhausting. I was just never built for this shit.

 

[Surai]

we were never built for this , our shoulders not meant to hold, not meant to hold

 

[FuneralCry]

It truly is so cruel to me how there's all this suffering, I also feel dread, in my case it'll always be dreadful to exist. But anyway I wish you the best.