Venting 20y wedding aniversary.

[Lara Francis]

As the title says,it is my 20y wedding aniversary tomorrow.
It is so difficult to get through this day and others such as valentines day.
I thought it was ment to get easier !
People tell me that i should not go to the grave when i feel so low but when do i not feel like this.
I know everyone will b ringing me but i just want to disapear and not see anyone.
I am ment to b seeing my careworker but will ring to cancal - what will b a good excuse?
I am not very good at hiding my feeling at times because my face and body language give the truth away.
My son has been nominated for an award for how well and strong he has been throughtout the care proceedings.its just a shame his mum does not have that same strength!.

Sorry maybe i should have put this in off topic.

 

[Jenna]

Lara,

I wish I could give you a huge hug. I don't blame you for wanting to disappear.

That is great your son is getting an award and please don't feel bad you don't have the same strength.

What happens if you don't see your caseworker? How long does it usually last? Is there any way to say you have a different appointment?

Again I wish I could hug you. Xx

 

[color_me_gone]

Oh Lara, I'm sorry you feel so low, I know how that is as it has been myself lately too.

Tell caseworker you do not feel well, because it is the truth.

They cannot expect you to show if you do not feel well.

Fix some tea, go to bed.

I am happy for your son's award.

Here is lots and lots and lots of hugs for you!!!
Jerry

 

[Lara Francis]

xx