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life is an illusion

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I started the static dose, I took the ibuprofen, I would like someone to stay with me until the end, I am listening to music at the moment, I will record here the symptoms of this poisoning
 
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Riddle

Riddle

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Mar 25, 2022
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Are you really sure? What is going on if you don't mind me asking that got you here? I will be in this thread with you and I am sure others will join as well so you are not alone

What are you listening to?
 
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VikingHagstrom

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Hi you are not alone we are here
 
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Riddle

Riddle

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Also, maybe you could join chat if you want and kick it with some cool people at least while you wait
 
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life is an illusion

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Are you really sure? What is going on if you don't mind me asking that got you here? I will be in this thread with you and I am sure others will join as well so you are not alone

What are you listening to?
At this time Karma-AJR
Also, maybe you could join chat if you want and kick it with some cool people at least while you wait
Sorry, unfortunately I don't speak English, at the moment I'm using google translator
 
Riddle

Riddle

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At this time Karma-AJR

Sorry, unfortunately I don't speak English, at the moment I'm using google translator
All good, I think a lot of people here get to this point where they feel like they are ready, but are you truly ready?

Are you sure there is nothing more you can enjoy in the world to go on at least another day? Any games? Shows? Friends to see?
 
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life is an illusion

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I took the 3 metoclopramide pills, it's going, in 40 minutes I'll be taking SN, and in 1 hour I'll be passed out, my last hour lucid, I'm really scared to death
 
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Graytaichi

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Feb 14, 2022
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I can understand your fears. You are not alone , we are all praying for you.
 
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stoiccactus

stoiccactus

somehow still here
Mar 24, 2022
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Safe travels
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
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se for mais fácil falar em sua língua nativa, você pode fazer isso. se as pessoas quiserem ler podem traduzir. Desejo-lhe bem e espero que esta seja a decisão que você realmente deseja.
 
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deathbydragon

deathbydragon

take me with you
Mar 17, 2022
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I took the 3 metoclopramide pills, it's going, in 40 minutes I'll be taking SN, and in 1 hour I'll be passed out, my last hour lucid, I'm really scared to death
If you're too scared, don't feel forced to follow through with the plan if you're not ready yet. And don't feel forced to because you made this thread - a lot of people who make these threads change their mind.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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Fly high my friend. You will soon be free from your pain. :heart:

fly away GIF
 
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life is an illusion

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Mar 25, 2022
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meu deus euoh my god I can't, I followed all the steps, my heart is racing, why doesn't God just kill me while I sleep to end this suffering soon? I'm a coward
I drank it, downed it at once, the saltiest thing I've ever drank in my entire life.
 
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life is an illusion

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I drank, the saltiest thing I've ever had in my life, but I just threw up, do I still have a chance of CTB?
 
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Of The Universe

Of The Universe

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Dec 31, 2021
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Most people say if you vomit A lot,take second drink of sn.
Or,you can call for help. Its a big decision.
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
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Most people vomit even with antiemetic.
 
deathbydragon

deathbydragon

take me with you
Mar 17, 2022
189
Throwing up doesn't automatically mean a failed attempt. It can take as little as 1g of SN to be fatal, depending how much you drank there could still be enough left in your stomach to kill you.
 
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life is an illusion

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I'll leave the forum if I don't come back in the 3 days I got it
 
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Cathy Ames

Cathy Ames

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Mar 11, 2022
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It's not too late to change your mind and get help if you do it right now.
 
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natali4

natali4

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May 24, 2021
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I'm sorry it has come to this. I hope you find peace in whatever you choose.
 
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VikingHagstrom

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Are you still there ?
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find relief from pain in whatever happens, I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point.
 
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Shu

As above, So Below.
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Rip
 
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